Unless I am turning into a Terry Davis or kook, I don't get this. It makes me feel like Hunter S Thompson's autistic cousin or autistic Rorschach (Watchmen). I go on various imageboards and try to discuss stuff and it seems to either go over people's heads or act like I am an idiot. I come on to the Asperger's sub on here or sometimes other subs and my experiences seem to interfere with a narrative, so it is tossed aside. Just a few years ago I could post and get more help in sorting things out. This is not to be a pat on the shoulder, but many times even in the Autism community it seems like people play to a 4X4 stereotype, albeit unintentionally.

The other thing that makes it feel even weirder is I tend to express frustration with an issue and then a few months later I Google my current frustration and see my post I made from a few months ago and to some extent make it seem like my issues are that unique when they are not. Perhaps the Eternal September effect and growing as a person are to blame? I don't think I am schizo or airing my weirdest thoughts, but it just seems hard to even relate to weird people, it that makes sense, like the border for what was weird has moved more into normal territory and actually weird people are spooky, if that makes sense.