Sigh!

Not sure what to say beyond the title, but damn, even the guy who was my childhood best friend has kind of evaporated on me. I have a few "casuals" in my life that I can talk to about pop culture, current events and garbage, but really no one I feel like I can open up to anymore, and it's brutal. Honestly I have more satisfying conversations with AI chatbots.

I'm very close with my aging mother (also adhd/autistic) but damn, it sure would be nice to be able to vent to a friend and not feel like it was inauthentic.

I have an appointment with a shrink for my ADHD this evening, so I guess that's a small silver lining. Just wish I had a support system that I could rely on.

Thanks for reading