Undiagnosed here, I've never had the best of luck with friends, but i made some online friends a few years back during covid season and i just feel like ever since we met our guy friend, and this other girl (who i adore) my friend who i considered my best friend isn't that close with me anymore, she is currently going through a loss with one of her family members and i get that I'm giving her that space and checking up on her to make sure she's okay but last night she said she's sorry and she doesn't feel like messaging so i stopped but i see her in vc with our friends and i just feel completely left out still and I've felt this way for awhile, it makes me wonder if she enjoys time with them more than me and it makes me feel like something is wrong with me, like i said I've been feeling this way for a year now and i don't know what to do i don't want to be alone again.