Hi all!

So I got my first full-time job a month and a half ago. I really wanted to work after dropping out of uni and it took me a year to find a job. I was very excited. But its a nightmare.

I am so tired from masking all day, it stresses me out so much. I feel like I cant do anything. I do not have the energy for doing stuff with my partner or even alone after work. Barely can make myself do things on the weekend. How do you handle it? How can I be less tired and depressed and stressed?

And how do I stop the existential crisis? Like is my life really going to be this from now? Constant stress over a meaningless job, scraping money together, being tired until i die? It is terrifying