They're both healthy. My mom's parents are even still alive. I'm just... terrified. I think maybe because my dad and I are both autistic (and my mom is probably... just a little bit), it may be part of why I've always been really close to them. There's barely anything I'm not completely honest with them about. Besides my fiancée, they're my best friends. I don't know how to deal with the reality that they'll be gone one day. I already can't really function even with them for support, without them, I would just. I think I would break. I don't know how I'd survive. I think neurotypicals have a much easier time just not thinking about things like this, but I can't do that. It's scary.