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Summary: After hearing the shocking news, you went numb. You didn't know what to feel or if to feel at all. All you could think of doing was to take revenge for your father's death. You thought that after taking revenge from the people who brutally shot your father, you might feel satisfied. But did you?

[In the garden, just after telling the listener that your father is dead]

(In shock) He's dead. My father is dead. He's....gone.

(Pause)

Am I okay? I don't know. I- I don't know what to feel. I don't feel like crying. I don't feel sad. I feel so numb.

(Pause)

(Confused and desperate) Why can't I feel anything? What is happening?

(Pause)

I'm processing it? What will happen after it's done? Will I feel pain? I have a good tolerance for pain.

(Pause)

No- I don't wanna go inside and talk. Tell me here and tell me now. Why will I feel pain?

(Pause)

(Scoffs) Because I loved him? I respected my father. I never loved him. I told you, I didn't love anyone until I met you.

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No I don't want to cry. Why do you keep telling me to cry?

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(In denial) No I don't want to let out anything. I don't cry. And I won't now. I never cared enough for him to make me cry.

(Pause)

(Scared) No don't come closer to me don't-

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(Yelling) it's not okay! Nothing is okay! This is all my fault!

(Shocked) Fuck. All of this is my fault. I underestimated them. I knew something was wrong. I knew they are not the ones to sit quiet after a small attack. And now he's dead. Because of me...

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(Yelling) No! It is my fault! Stop telling me it's not! All of this happened because I didn't care enough to check the Russian mafia's movements! I have caused this!

(Pause)

Stop touching me, I told you not to come closer to me. I don't want to hurt you. You're the last person I wanna hurt and I'm not in control of my actions right now so just, stay away from me. Please.

(Pause)

I need to get out of here. I can't stay here. Not even for a second. I need to go.

[You run away from her as fast as you can and get out of the house]

[No one knew where you went. You were missing the whole time the next day but you finally came back at night to your home.]

[Door opens]

[Door closes]

[Listener runs towards you and bombards you with questions but you seem to be in a trance.]

I... Killed them.

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I killed the person who shot my father. I killed the person who's the reason why my mother hasn't stopped crying since she saw my father getting killed in front of her eyes. I killed the bastard who has my brother traumatized. I hunt him down and I shot him till he was drained of blood.

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I killed him and everyone he ever met. I killed his family, his friends, his men who work for him...

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And I killed the boss of the Russian mafia. I executed everyone who came in my way, slaughtering them with all the weapons that I had, until I reached him and crushed his throat with my bare hands.

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I took my revenge. I did everything to make sure no one related to the Russian mafia was alive.

(Pause)

(Crying) But why do I still feel pain? Why isn't it going away?

[You fall on your knees and look up at the listener with tears in your eyes]

I took my revenge, I did everything that I could do to justify his death but why does it still feel the same?

(Pause)

(Crying) The pain is too much. It isn't going away. How do I make it stop? Please make it stop!

[You start weeping helplessly, like you have no idea what to do. You feel so vulnerable and it's the worst because this is the first time you've ever felt like this]

[Listener comes towards you and hugs you tightly, never letting you go]

It hurts! It hurts so much! It tears my heart apart knowing that if I had done this sooner my father would've been alive! Why didn't I do this sooner?!

(Pause)

(Desperate) I don't know what to do now. How do I make everything stop? How do I make my mother stop crying? How do I comfort my brother? How do I handle everything in the gang? Why did he have to fucking leave so soon?!

Why did he have to leave at all?

[You start weeping again and let it all out in listener's arms]

No you don't understand! Everything is a mess! Everyone at the casino have no idea what to do now! They are waiting for my orders and I can't even think straight right now. Everyone is screaming and running and so frustrated.

(Pause)

Yes I went there alone... I killed them all by myself.

(Pause)

(Angry) No, I didn't care if I might've gotten killed. My mind was filled with rage and all I wanted to do was kill them all.

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You think I'm a monster don't you.

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You don't?

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You'll be here with me? But why? Didn't you hear what I just said? I fucking massacred more than 200 people all by myself without hesitating for even a second. You should be scared of me, why aren't you scared of me?

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You understand me? How is that even possible? How can anyone understand what I just did?

(Pause)

I- I am so exhausted. I'm physically and mentally worn out. I don't wanna think, I don't wanna talk, I can't keep my eyes open. Can we just go to bed?

[Listener helps you up and takes you to bed]

[You both lie down, looking up at the ceiling]

Can you hold me just for tonight? Please?

(Pause)

Thank you so much.

[Listener turns towards you and craddles your head in her arms protectively]

I'm sorry I wasn't there for the funeral today.

(Pause)

Bruno told me you were there the whole time with my mother and Leo. He also told me you took care of all the arrangements and the guests. Thank you so much for everything.

(Pause)

I know it's your family too but it still means a lot to me. I'm not used to people doing good for me and taking care of the people I care about.

[Listener doesn't know what to say so she pulls you in for a sweet kiss]

[You pull away after some time]

I'm sorry I just don't have any energy left. I'm so tired.

(Pause)

No I'm not that hurt. It's just some small cuts and bruises.

(Pause)

No please you don't have to treat them right away. Can we do that in the morning? I can't move right now, I don't want to.

(Pause)

Thank you so much for holding me.

[You give a small kiss to the listener]

Promise me you'll never leave me. Please promise to never die on me. I won't be able to take it.

(Pause)

(Relieved) Okay. Thank you.

[Even though you're in her arms you still feel a bit uneasy]

I can't sleep it's hurting a lot. My thoughts won't stop.

(Pause)

You'll stay awake and hold me until I fall asleep? Yeah I guess that might help.

Just don't let go of me. No matter what happens just please, don't let go...

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