So the situation is that i have been divorced recently and I am being pressured to leave from my own selfish needs, my kids are safe with their father and they only come to visit my once a week because they chose to be with their father and i am really sensitive around high energy. (They are young) also that part of the reason I left in the first place, the environment was way to toxic, also my kids are not liking me around anymore, also my ex husband is saying I'm the worst thing that has walked. Because I have ruined his image life. The life I didn't want anymore..... they are safe with their father anyways.

So now I am at a cross road. Stay and be a single parent, struggle emotionally, financially, constantly be fighting with my ex about parenting but get to watch my kids grow (part time) which I love so deeply. Or take the other path which is travel live life that I have felt like I have mist out on.

Will I live in regret by leaving and never over come the guilt? Or stay in misery when there's a world to explore