So I would daydream a lot as much as I possibly could during this nine months sometimes when I wouldn’t be tired enough to sleep, I would picture my head in my body being a huge block of ice being placed out in the sun drip………drip……..drip ……..very slowly then a little faster as you begin to melt and visualizing your body and head melting into a puddle and rolling down your face drip drip drip drip drip. I always think about what I wanted to do or dream about and I would being a millionaire. A rockstar I’d have the best dreams I think back about that nine months and I was never really there. Physically yes back to my earliest childhood memories and relive them.