Hello everyone first off I want to say I really like the depth of the conversations going on here! As for my question, and thank you all in advance for taking the time to read this. I lost my Mother a few years back, due to a house fire while I was overseas, and well I’ve been broken for quite some time. However, through finding meditation and becoming a Reiki practitioner I have found balance. Then last year I found a thread on AP, and have practiced on and off for about 6 months. I haven’t been successful yet, But I refuse to give into the western way of wanting it ASAP and have accepted this as just being apart of the journey. Anyway to make this a bit shorter, I’m conflicted as to the approach I should take, as I’m just now starting to not fall asleep when I attempt in the mornings, but now I find it hard to keep my legs from being restless. Maybe I’m going about this all wrong and should be working on approaching this through deep meditation. Anyway sorry for the detailed post, hope someone else can relate, or provide some advice. Thank you all for your time and happy Friday!