Hey yall, I believe it's been a minute since I made a post. But uhhhhhhh i may have put off finding a way to keep my internet running (its 2 weeks late now) I have Optiumum in NYC and they're charging me $65 a month. I was originally going to go for the package 45 a month net 45 a month cell service w/ a free phone they offer to new residents in my building (i live in supportive housing), Tbh Im kind of scared to open the envelope and see what the late fees are since I was never able to pay for the plan that came with mobile and internet, On top of which, I'm penniless rn for a few more days until my ebt hits. There's no more food in my crib and it has been brutally hot asf the last few days; not worth the risk hopping the turnsttile for groceries at a food pantry amirite? So my goal is to hit the $150, take care of net and phone buy food, get my cat resgitered as an ESA and bring her home to me bc the loneliness is actually really freaking setting in..

And I just put the $150 for like, those basic things to keep in touch with case workers and what little family cares to call and ask if im okay. Id like to start maybe finding a noncommital or barely part time job just so i have some kind of income. I know it may be big ask for some kinda shopping money too, So I guess we'll see where it goes. I' just starving ASF rn, depressed asf rn, and rly need something good to happen, or at least things be easier. If anone hits me up, i really appreciate it