So just for context, I am pretty well off and make great money but recently life has just been a little bit more real than it ever has before and I’ve definitely fallen off my responsibility and motivation. That being said, I just asked one of my best girlfriends if she could lend me $3000 and I will pay her back before next Friday. Her and I are best friends and I know she definitely is good for it, and I know she knows I’m definitely good for it and just younger than her and in a tougher spot.

I’m super ashamed because I’ve always done well for myself and I’ve always the one who has lent out money or done favors, usually always got fucked over.

I am ashamed of myself that I got to this position, but in a way I am really thankful to hit such a low. I am really young and the only mouth I have to feed is mine for the next few years and I’m really happy to learn, very shitty way to learn, but you’d never really know unless you fuck around and find out.

I already sent my text message to her, so I guess I’m just writing this to get it off my chest. I know that a lot of people are not honest and I personally have lost many friends simply over not being paid back, or point blank. Just over money . Money comes and goes I don’t come from a rich family, but I definitely believe in hard work and if you want it then you’ll go get it and do whatever it takes.

She knows I’m good for it, obviously just embarrassing, but I guess that’s what friends are for right?