I posted a long ass rant about the guy I was seeing and his behavior towards me and shit. I slept on it, didn't text him again or check the messages, but I checked them today. I did hear from him, we had The Talk and oddly enough, it went well. We actually had a mature conversation and amicably decided to end things on a neutral note, both acknowledging we both contributed to the mixed signals, the misunderstandings, the relationship behavior/expectations, etc. But he's not my person & I'm not his. It's not that I'm not enough, or that I'm not worth the effort. He isn't ready for a relationship, hes emotionally stunted & can't communicate. Why would I want to be with someone like that? Regardless of the bullshit, I just got used to seeing the same person since September and we blurred the lines. My fault as much as his. We just aren't a match. He even admitted he's the asshole, which if you knew him you'd know how big of a deal that is for him to admit.

I feel foolish for letting myself believe that I did something wrong or it was me. There's absolutely nothing wrong with me. I know what I want and know what I need from a partner. I'll find it when I need it. I just wanted to say THANK YOU to all the ladies that commented on my post and read my novels. I'm embarrassed now and want to delete it lmao but you guys helped me SO MUCH by putting it into perspective and giving me great advice and support. I needed to know that my feelings were valid.

Thank you thank you thank you from the bottom of my heart. ❤❤