(F21 and M26) To try to keep it short lol - met him late July. Been speaking for a while. He was my first everything - like even the first guy I’ve ever held hands with. Second time we met I asked what his intentions are, he said he wants to see where this goes. I told him I wanted my first to be a bf. We did it around October. A week after that we met up and he said he wants something casual. I stopped talking to him after that but now we speak now and then. Not very often. I still think about him pretty often, and get emotional about the whole situation from time to time. Maybe a part of it is that I feel stupid. I should’ve seen signs from the beginning, like him not responding to me very often or my friends saying that I should probably stay away. It’s been 5/6 months since everything happened and I just wanna forget about him and move on. I don’t know how though.