im 14M so idk if this is sexist or not but i have to get this off my chest.

being a woman has to suck there's no way any woman has not thought of that atleast once. first of all majority maybe all women are born physically weak than males, and maybe for some this might be considered "attractive" that the male partner is stronger or some bs idk but other than that being weak sucks in every other aspect. plus women are in higher risk of getting sexually assaulted so it becomes an even bigger fucking problem to defend yourself without training for it. men are born with physical strength which HAS to suck for women.

secondly menstruation. HOLY FUCKING SHIT menstruation is the worst of the list. your telling me i'd have to bare 5 days of unexpected painful butt and stomach cramps? and i get literal fucking blood leaking from my vagina once every 25 days for 5days?? and i have to wear a diaper or something up there till im like idk 40? and i get that second hand embarrasment if im in public and it happens without me knowing it? fuckkk that i''d rather get puched in my balls every 2 weeks with full force idc man

and holy shit PREGNANCY. not saying every woman has to go through it but the ones that do dude you ppl are brave beyond words.a fucking BODY inside my uterus?? and i have to eat like 2 times the normal, i get constant back pain, knee pain, cant walk around for more than like 30 mins without tiring myself, get fking diarrhea or some other bs if i dont meet upto the needs of this kid??. your telling me i have a high chance to fking DIE while giving birth to a baby, a baby that has a small chance to turn out like me? a certified fucking loser who cant even talk to girls, chronic gaming and reddit addict. and even if i dont die while birth there's even higher chances doctors are going to fking CUT OPEN my bloody stomach, or i get multple permenant backbone defomrities or pelvic bone fractures or something i dont fucking know.

im sorry if this is sexist or somehoe offensive but there's no way a woman has gone through atleast 1 of these horrific phases and looked at a man and not gotten jealous of him literally just fucking BEING a man and not a woman, because personally speaking, i would. i''d much rather be a male thank you. Do women ever think this or is it just me going through some cannon event realizing what everyone does at this age or earlier?