i don’t want to call it assault because i don’t want it to be, but i didn’t want to have sex and i can not get over the physical feeling i get whenever i’m supposed to be aroused now.

i’ve felt like this before after unwanted sex, and usually it passes as i brush it off, but i recently started medication and im afraid it’s all coming back up now. i hate the feeling i’m having it’s like constant pressure and i haven’t masturbated or had sex since this happened. i don’t want to feel attracted to anything because it’s horrible to deal with.

i know therapy is the best advice but does anyone know how to get rid of that physical feeling, or have any experience with coping with it? it’s so anxiety inducing