Should move on, Or is there any hope she’s just sorting her feelings and may really like me and might reach out after some time?

Best friends all year. Spend nearly every day together. Open with my feelings from the beginning bc she lived w someone she said it was over w but I wasn’t going to get in the way if it’s not.

I’m basically with her all year knowing how I feel and growing even stronger feelings just absolutely adore this woman. Spend nearly everyday together knowing exactly how strong of feelngs I have for her I’ve been open and honest about it. Seemed odd to keep me so close if she’s not feeling similarly I thought? So maybe she is into me just the dude she lives w situation not being the right time Supposed to move out of the apt in June. So we spend all year together basically doing everything couples fo except physical stuff June comes and they resign the lease, she swears it’s just cause she needs money for school she feels bad using him but needs him for rent that’s it. I said that’s dumb she could have asked me if that was the case I’d have moved in: why stay in a situation w someone you always say you can’t stand to be around and are disghusted with?
Didn’t believe her but whatever not like I was gna throw her out of my life I always told her I’d be there for here no matter what. Her not being my girlfriend won’t change that her being a part of my life means a lot to me. She could tell I was bit down I gusss and kept askin n I was honest tellin her nothin I’m just really tryna get over the thought of us cause stayin w him and everything it’s just like seeming clear now that I’ve held onto hope for nothin. I don’t wanna get in the middle of you two. Still wanna be friends tho yeah of coarse That week she starts that over at my house really late not leaving till like 4/5am. Fallin sleep together n stuff

Following week we’re layin together and I feel like maybe she wasn’t lying about everything and try to make a little move like I have prior. Respectfully of coarse. Just hand on her thigh moving closer toward that area. She didn’t stop me like other times so I looked up n asked if this is ok?

Was like she just stopped holding back her feelings at that moment. Got on top of me and started kissing. Moment I’ve been dreaming about.. Proceed to hook up thst might. N she spends the night.

Next couple weeks we continue hookin up. she’s over at my place 24/7 spending all our time together. Callin me on quick breaks at work. Comin over after work.

Was saying a lot of intimate things during that time. I believed and felt great, things I was wanting to hear from someone my entire life.

Felt like our connection and relationship was the best it’s ever been.

Then she’s MIA one day not answ my text or returning my call at all.
Givin bogus excuses I feel like. Sayin she’ll call when she’s off work but never does.

Few weeks go by me trying to ask what’s goin on like why my best friend n favorite person in the world just up n left. eventually she said to just end everythjng. Wouldn’t tell me what the reason was she started distancing and ignoring me just saying how I been blowing her up and acting crazy.

So I said ok, never meant to seem crazy n blow u up, at first I was worried something happened. Then kept getting bogus excuses from you and that nothing gs up. We went from absolute best friends inseparable to ignoring my calls n texts and not seeing you for like 2/3 weeks now. That’s more time I havent seen you than like the entire last year combined. So something is def up, but I only wanted you to ever be happy and only ever cared about you and supported you. WS there for you always and told you I always will be.

If putting me out of your life is what makes you happy then ok. This is not what I want, it means a lot to me to have you a part of my life, but I promise not to hyu anymore goodbye.

ThT was 2 weeks ago. There’s a lot of things it could be too much to get into really. But Idk if I just used n need to block her number and just move on for my own sake. Or if she’s just sorting her own feelings out and needs space maybe did have feelings for me but felt bad about living w the guy still and maybe realizes I wasn’t a mistake and reaches out to me. Any hope?
I appreciate any advice. I’m M28 never given the chance to be in a relationship. This was the most meaningful one I ever had. I’d never gotten physical with other women I had fallen for always just put in that friendzone for good. I really do care about her, would definitely respond if she hmu. So idk if people think u was just used for my own sake I need to just block her and try to move on. I appreciate any advice thank you.