So, is it strange that I get so much satisfaction out of making him finish before I even think about my own pleasure? I love going down on him, feeling every little reaction, and knowing I’m the reason he’s losing control.

There’s just something so intoxicating about it.. seeing him squirm, hearing his breathing change, and knowing I’ve got him completely at my mercy. I don’t even need penetration to feel fulfilled.. it’s all about him. The way he gives in to the moment makes it feel better than anything else for me.

Is that weird? I know most people focus on their own pleasure first, but for me, the thrill is in seeing him fall apart because of me. Does anyone else feel the same way?