My husband and I have been together for almost seven years, we met when I was an 18 year old virgin. He’s always been sweet and vanilla, only expressing his interest in a mmf threesome (he is bi) while thst fantasy turns me on, i also am a bit shy irl so im not sure how I would feel in a situation like that. I do however crave a sneaky link or personal relationship. I want the adrenaline rush, the forbiddeness of it all is so taboo. I know cheating is wrong, but me and my husband are more best friends and while I love him dearly, i still want a more masculine, dominant and personal fwb. My husband has had other partners and I have never felt jealous over the aspect of him being with them but rather him getting to experience something like it and I would like it myself. I’m only 24 and have never been made to cum by anyone other than myself and despite being a sex worker online I have very minimal irl sexual experiences.