So years ago I moved from my hometown after dating a girl that I was with for around 2 years and it became a ldr for a little until I got horny and decided as much as I love her I did not find a ldr to be a good enough relationship, I was young and just never experienced that in my life. We decided to stay as friends. After being single now I was getting extremely lonely and started talking to other girls and found one who I became friends with. We eventually got closer still being friends with my ex got me in my feelings due to me thinking I would have a way better relationship with my ex rather than this new partner. The new partner decided to go through my phone and get my exs number and call her to tell her how she was taking me and at this point it was just a massive fuckery. My ex took it to the heart and we stopped talking for a couple months. I wanted to see how she was and this is where I was like what the hell. She had sex with one of my best friends. I did not have a lot of friend probably 10 at the most. As soon as she told me that too I had the most massive urge to jerk off to the pictures I had of her. I busted so fast too and I was so sad I didn’t know what to do with my life. I eventually got back with her and was together for some more time until just not having that connection due to ldr. The friend who had sex with her is still my friend to this day and I’ve never talked to him about it. I don’t think I ever will but at this point I feel weird, has anyone ever been in a situation like this?