Is it to much to ask to have a partner that actually understands your sexual desires and what you like ?! God, all I want is for her to be awake past 9 o'clock and come on to me. I want her to wake up and realise iv moved to another room, go put on the lingerie I bought her for Christmas, that i still have not seen. To walk in and suprise me, walk over and get straight on top me and go from there... Since having kids it does feel more were more just mummy and daddy and not husband and wife, but I feel guilty as I don't miss her as my wife, I miss her as girlfriend. When sex was exciting, risky and spontaneous instead of having to put so much effort and planning into a single night just to have to spend 10-20 minutes going down on her so she can give me the shoulder tap to come up and get one top.

Fuck I miss the hot, steamy, sexy lingerie nights where the foreplay was atleast mutual and satisfying.

I wish I had done so much more experimenting before I settled down. Iv never even done it in a car, to me that's just pathetic. Litrally just turned 30 and so much I havnt done.

Before anyone says it, yes I communicate these feeling with her and yes we have had cancelling and yes it's still like this.