Has anyone ever got the full details on their ex's sexual exploits after you broke up? My story below...

Straight out of high school (17 yrs old) I was in a relationship with a girl my own age for 3-4 years. We were very fortunate to both be very inexperienced, and effectively got to develop our sexual experience from scratch together.

We were both quite open minded (and horny) and within a few days of giving me my first blow job I came in her mouth (she spat) and a few days later she was swallowing- it was in her mouth anyway, so why not?

She became very sexual with my cum, knowing how much it turned me on. She would blow me gently, massaging me into her mouth, then look at me and let the cum spill into her boobs, where she would then rub it all over herself. She would almost always fuck me, and when I was about to cum she would hop off my cock and let me load into her mouth, slowly massaging my balls with a face that suggested she needed my cum inside her. Very very hot.

Long story short, we matured sexually, but hadn't had the opportunity to mature and grow without each other, and we eventually broke up. We slept together many times for the next few years, which was very hot but not particularly healthy for each other emotionally.

It was in these post break up years that I learned she had sex with some guys I know. My instant reaction was intense jealousy and anger, but bizarrely I used to get a hard on as well.... I suppressed the sexual thoughts for a while, but as the jealousy faded I began to explore the sexual side more and more.

I'm now at a point where the thought of her sucking off the guys I knew (and the guys I don't know) is an intense turn on. I love to think about her meeting a new guy for the first time, slowly sliding and kissing down his stomach and gently taking his cock in her mouth. I know how well she would have blown them, and I love thinking about that indecision of the guy - as he wonders whether she will let him cum in her mouth or not - all the while I know she 100% will, slowly milking the cum out of their cock, letting it collect on her tongue and then looking them in the eye and swallowing it all.

This then progresses to the knowledge that her lovers now know she is a sexual being, and laying her open and bare, using her soft pussy for their sexual desire, leaving load after load of cum deep inside her.