Yes and I've made this comment before, its not quirky or cute to be hypersexual. It hurts and breaks you down piece by piece everytime I offer my body in exchange for the temporary feeling of being wanted. I look at myself in the mirror and feel disgusted because i'll never be able to be like other normal girls and go on dates and get flowers but instead get throatpied and never speak to them again.

I cry. Alot. About the annoyance and struggle of how hard it is to say no. To be in situations that cause me harm but at least I feel wanted. And I'll just repeat, repeat, repeat, until I crash extremely hard on all the emotional burden of trying to keep up with it all. Then, you have guys that will fuck and you accidentally fall for them but they only love you for sex so its a waste of time with one sided love.

Anyways, mental illness isn't cute or fun or anything like that.

And if you couldn't already tell by my page, I have bursts of sexual moments surrounded by my SFW moments which also sucks. I can't make a new account on anything without there being atleast ONE type of porn on my feed, so I make another and repeat.

Sorry for the rant

Probably yes at times 😅