Hello. I post here occasionally. I find myself quite lonely in terms of people who share my interests. I had a friend like 4 years ago, and he was an absolute angel. He loved the way I discussed sex, society, and pornography. He thought women were sacred, and men had a duty to uphold. He was very sexual, and would often deeply reflect on our conversations and discussions. I used to show him amateur porn, and it was like givin a bookworm a copy of Lord of the Rings. Kept everything very respectful (unless we were discussing things like disrespect and if and when it's appropriate) and was one of my best friends. Highly helped my mental health.

Unfortunately, roughly 2 and a half years ago, I had a breakdown. Said goodbye, and never saw him again. I have no way to reconnect with him. Biggest regret of my life.

I am looking for someone or someplace where I can develop a similar friendship. I don't know where to go or where to reach out to. Or if there is even someone here who is looking for something similar to me. Is there anyone who can give me suggestions on what to do or where to go?