Do you ever think about why you are the way you are? Why you are attracted to certain types of people?. Or why you have the kinks and fetishs you do?

Have you ever actually thought back to what could have caused it or influenced it?

Edit: no this isnt a way for me to get off, Im genuinely curious because I know why i am the way i am, ive been through therapy and seen psychologists to help me understand myselfand to get over some of my past, and i find it quite fascinating to see how moments in our lives can influence us going forward

I am a sex addict, why? Because I grew up in an abusive household, sex/masturbation was the only real coping mechanism I had. So it quickly spiralled into an addiction, and my sex drive is abnormally high as a result. In tandem with this, being exposed to porn at such a young age and being sexually active so young, I started to become sensitised to alot of things I saw so my kinks slowly became more depraved and deviant.

Im also circumcised, couple that with the fact that I fo have an incredibly high sex drive and it has resulted in me becoming less sensitive to physical stimulus. So there are certain things that simply have no effect on me anymore.