There was a guy who I met about 2-3 years ago and he really changed my life (in a good way). This man was extremely attractive, nice body, well endowed, stacked (huge pegs, nice butt)… just overall an a human Adonis.

I remember the first day how when we first approach each other in the hotel room, we were so drawn to each other and immediately started go at it. It was pure and adrenaline. I even ended up squirting and he came like twice. It was literal bliss.

After our first session, our conversations were great. However, at the second session, things took a turn. He came to my house and we started going at it.. but I could tell he wasn’t completely into it. He got still and I stopped. He told me that he wasn’t feeling it anymore. I started asking him questions, but he couldn’t give me a clear answer. We stopped messing around and I sat in the bed with him for like 30 minutes.. just absorbing the fact that I’ll never see him again. After a very short eternity, he said that our situationship wasn’t for him and he left.

Till this day, I still can’t get over him. I have had fun situations since him but they were never up to par with that moment. How do I move on after all this time? I just can’t seem to recreate a moment like that again.