I’d really love to have a train ran on me, and even experience a gangbang. Ideally, I’d have a partner willing to set all that up. However, I know I could do it, I’m just too much of an overthinker.

First question, where? I can’t host at my place currently, I’d think a hotel would work. Is it better to choose like a cheap one so they don’t ask a lot of questions as to who is showing up?

Second, is it best to have everyone communicate with each other? Like, I have some guys that are potentially interested. Obviously I’d like to require everyone, including myself, to show a recent and clean STD test. But outside of that, do I start a group chat? Is that too much?

Third, how do I make sure it is fun and safe? Like I love the idea of being used for guys’ pleasure. But I think I am most concerned about if I happen to reach a point where everything is too much, will those involved stop? I think it’s why I’d prefer to have a partner I could trust. Don’t get me wrong, I would hope communication between everyone involved would be great, but getting caught up in the heat of the moment is hot, to a degree.

Any advice or recommendations would be most appreciated!