Few days ago I kissed them after we were having some pillow talk. It was really awkward for a couple of days but I eventually broke the ice by inviting them to go to tokyo game show with me.

I noticed they were more touchy than usual and very submissive as in just doing what I said. I felt like she been wanting me to kiss them again...you ever just get that feeling when someone is just trying to give you signals but you're unsure if you should act on it? Like she's been leaning into me really far wiping things off my face or getting things out my hair, stuff like that. We've always held hands but it felt a bit different since I kissed her couple of days ago.

After the day was over we rented a hotel to stay in and we just split it. I suggest we should get a double bed so we didn't sleep in the same bed because I didn't want to make these weird given what happened but she said one bed is fine since we spent a lot on food and merch. So few hours pass as we were just chatting and playing on our phones and she just gets leans half way on top of me and kissed me which leads into making out then eventually sex. I didn't really stop to really think about much as I was admittedly very excited because I've always had a crush on her.

That feeling of awkwardness didn't come back until she made it awkward by crying as we were cuddling and saying why did you make me do this, saying I confused her and that she's a terrible person for cheating. I said she's not terrible and I've wanted this for a long time.

She then asked if I was lesbian and I said I can be if you be with me. She said she couldn't because she loved her boyfriend and I said you've known me longer and I think we'll be happy together. She was really unsure but I kept pressuring them. I felt guilty because I actually know her boyfriend and he's actually really nice.

Was it wrong of me to be pressuring them to leave someone else for me?

Sorry if I should have posted this else where, just was unsure where it should go.