I have been asking myself this question ever since I started seeing my psychiatrist. Though I never brought it up with her yet I have been pondering on it. After doing some self-reflection, I am bothered by it.

I have been meeting and talking with other men outside my relationship. It makes me feel good and validated and also free. But it’s not as if i’m in an abusive relationship. My husband is great and I really do love him. But the cheating has been with me even before I met him, sort of a safety blanket for me.

What do you guys think?

Edit: the question might seem a bit confusing. I can’t put into words exactly what I’m thinking and feeling about this topic. So take it as you understand it and just give your opinions. Thanks :)