It never fails that any time I talk with my ex, it turns sexual. Admittedly, I still have feelings for him but we just didn't work out because we wanted different things.

This weekend, I guess I hit a nerve and he basically said either we stop with the sexual talk or we do something about it.

The problem is, he came out of a relationship and wants the wild fun this girl gave him, swapping, cucking, and sharing. I want him but I am curious to do that with him since I have done it with others.

I let him know though that I still have feelings with him and I am afraid to get hurt like I hurt him.

I want to try a real relationship like he wanted when we first dated but he wants to be FWB like I wanted when we dated.

any advise on how I should handle this?