I am officially diagnosed with bipolar 2, but I’m just not sure it’s right, the therapist (whose worked in clinical settings in previous jobs) is saying he doesn’t see it either but thinks it’s BPD. Both agree that ADHD is highly likely as well. Personally, I think BPD fits better generally but I do certainly get 3 or 4 days where excitement levels rise dramatically, I want to be more reckless but this often has some kind or minor trigger and isn’t really accompanied with less sleep or pressured speech. If I had to say my 2 biggest issues outside of my total avoidance of romantic relationships it would be an inability to control excitement but also mental instability when left on my own for an extended period of time. Obviously the treatment for both is very different and I just don’t know who to believe