To keep it short I’ve took LSD lots of times before had good and bad trips

What I’m about to tell you now the intense fear is far from comprehendeable.

I was 3 days sleep deprived and I am 20M 155 pounds to mention, and I barely ate that day.

I consumed the lowest dose of LSD I ever have so half of 155 UG, which should have been more or so medium.

But it hits me much quicker within 25 minutes which was strange, thought nothing of it. At first it felt like the best acid trip I ever possibly had for the first 10 min

So 10 min into the peak, it feels like a LSD trip I’ve never felt. Then all of a sudden I realize this does not feel like LSD at all and that my brain is glitching or playing tricks.

Then suddenly my headspace gets almost tunnel vision or blinded. And I suddenly can hear my fan going million times a second super fast. I felt extremely dissociated out of my body to the point which is not normal off of a drug whatsoever.

Then I suddenly lost the ability to completly speak or form thoughts to a catatonic level to the point I could not comprehend anything and felt insanely stupid and dumb, all while being aware that something very wrong happend that shouldent have.

I knew something very wrong was happening while not being able to talk the both languages I speak daily I forget and the person I was with said later my face felt dead I can’t even explain it.

But I was extremely terrified thinking I’m gona be this way for life now since it came on so sudden it legit felt like I went retarded sorry for using that word but that’s only how I can describe it because I quite literly was in that moment.

I would not be able to type even 1 word of this in that state. I was insanely scared the sober person took me to hospital I could not tell them anything he had to talk.

When they told me to piss, it overflowed for 10 seconds before I realized that it’s overflowing.

It’s like I kept forgetting everything every second anything someone said I forgot everything.

It was so scary as I thought I just got handed a syndrome for life but I’m out of it eventually in the hospital after they tied some needles into me I stopped feeling it slowly got my thoughts back which I thought was impossible.

Can someone tell me whether this was delirium. Not to mention the whole time I was shaking and heart beat was higher then ever I think I had tremors if that’s shaking but I felt that wasent as important as the other stuff.

It was extremely scary I legit convinced myself I went insane.

Whoever is going to say this was nothing more than a bad trip is extremely wrong.

To end this off I just wana say, I have never felt more intense fear then I did in that state of mind as I thought my life was legit over and I was handed a fate worse then death.