I’m diagnosed with brief psychosis disorder. I take antipsychotics 2-4mg. And I’m prescribed antidepressants but I only took it for 5 months or so. I’ve been off them completely for two months now and I still feel withdrawal or depression. I feel like I’m damned if I take them and I’m damned if I don’t. Why do I feel reluctant to take antidepressants? I see posts online of people saying they were on them for years and it was like a security blanket in life, and they had to taper off of them because they wanted to learn to cope without them. My worry is that if I stay on them I’ll never be able to live life normally without taking them. I want to feel life without a security blanket. Is it justified to feel this way or am I being delusional?