Roughly 8 months ago, i have started a bootcamp to learn .net core. Spent a good amount of money for that as well. However at the time, i was really uninformed and my selection of the bootcamp was not ideal. Now i'm realizing this. Like the problem is that in my country almost all of the large corporations are using java spring boot. .net is primarily used by smaller companies that develop comparatively much smaller scale apps. And it made me feel like i have made a mistake. Like in order to land a job im still continuing learning new stuff and developing projects in .net. but the feeling of spending so much time and effort over something that is not exactly what i was suppose to be learning is deeply demotivating. And i don't know what to do really. Should i start over and learn java? Is it even worth it? Like im so depressed that all i can think of is contemplating suicide.