My partner admits na super malandi sya before we got together like kahit sino daw lalandiin nya pero without pursuing landi lang tapos masaya na sya don parang sabihin mo na na kulang sya sa pansin he does have adhd so ewan ko if that's related in any way. The day he told me na he thinks I should have all his pws and pin sa atm email I asked if I could look through his chats and he said he wanted me to see nga daw para alam ko what he used to be daw. so yeah I saw everything skipped the nsfw parts and everytime I had questions he answered naman calmly. He volunteered to share his location sa phone nya so I wouldnt worry. I asked syempre why are you doing this? and he said his last relationship really hurt him when they split up and he realized how much of an ass he was daw although he never cheated (hard to confirm pero I can easily check lang naman his socials diba if I wanted to). he said when he met me and developed feelings sinabi nya na he was gonna do things differently. past relationship was over a decade and we didn't meet until 5 years after they split. he dated but had been single na for 2 years nung nagkakilala kami. btw this is an old account ha 2005 nya ginawa. he has one phone lang and I have access to it. we live together. I have some trauma rin naman sa relationship so I'm prone to sabotaging my relationships. di tamang hinala lang ba ako because of my own trauma history or is this guy really trying to do right by me?

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TLDR: BF doesn't hide anything, my trauma's making me suspicious of his openness and honesty