It’s kinda hard to explain, but I’m into girls mainly, but have a mostly platonic, minor sensual attraction to guys. But I don’t really feel gay as I’m not interested in sex or having a romantic relationship.

For example, my roommate and I will go hang out at a car show, then go chill at a bar, then go home and watch tv in his room. We’re hanging out like normal bros would, but I have the urge to want to touch him, like give him a massage, a foot rub or cuddle. I guess unironically I kinda crave a bromance? But is that even a real thing or just kind of a meme lol

Idk.. any other generally straight guys feel this way? If so, what do you do to satisfy or repress the feeling?