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How do you change your mind when you feel like youre sabotaging yourself? I hate my looks and appearance. I feel so ugly sometimes I just think Iāll die alone one day. I donāt find anything entertaining I just smoke the day away and become fine with being bored and rotting. I donāt care about myself to where I donāt change my habits or feel confident about anything about my appearance. Sure haircuts change appearance but I feel like I look ugly both with long or cut hair. Im always fixated on something wrong with my appearance. I donāt love myself either I just feel like I have no ambition and there is nothing I want to be. Iām stuck constantly always smoking I donāt know how to comfort myself or how to know Iāll be okay because I never feel fine. I also have a āporn addictionā I donāt really go on porn sites itās more so escort service sites because I feel like it would be easier for me to see myself with an escort than finding a fulfilling relationship but the fact that Iām 22 and still struggle talking to attractive women is what eats away at me. I just feel undesirable because Iāve never had a girlfriend or even felt what itās like to be ālovedā. At the core I know what I want is connection but I feel so lost in translation I feel like I donāt understand what I feel. In a sense I feel alone because I canāt even find one good thing about myself to feel confident about.
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