Quick TLDR. Extensive background in the thread. I lost my father when I was 24 and I’ve felt lost in life not knowing what to do or how to life. I’m more old school, blue collar, provide everything for my family, my money is our money. Sometimes I feel empty like I’m just living life to be alive for those around me and I feel like I have no purpose. I think I’m here to help others but I’m still lost. I was off and on but distant with my father so I was primarily raised by my mom. Sometimes I feel as if I’m too sensitive or feminine in my own personal opinion to my own liking. Find myself feeling lazy at times when I know I want to be and can be a hard working sole provider. Life is hard without a father when you want to be a mans man’s man, not a woman’s man. How do I life … be my dad in this thread. I miss mine.