I am 20 years old guy. I am very feminine and I know that I am. I have grown up in a feminine environment all of my cousins are women and my dad wasn’t always at home. I grown up with girls and I can to women very easily. But the problem is I am man and I want to have more male friends than women. I do get attracted by women. Everyone think that I am gay which is understandable because I am feminine but sometimes I just wish to be more masculine ‘cause it’s so hard to make friends who are males because they think that I am going to date them even if I am not really attracted to them. People from my church know but they told me that it is not a problem but even if I try to accept myself, I don’t like it and I want to change it. What can I do?