I am 38M. All my life I have felt disconnected with most male friends of my age. Even now I am older and I still can not figure out how to deal with men of my age. I feel bored by them , most of their topic conversation is extremely tiring. They have this smug look in their faces as if they have figured everything out but clearly they haven't. They simply bury their existential dread and try to look grown up. I am really cool with younger crowd. I am very cheerful and I look younger than most men. Most women think I am almost a decade younger which feels really weird and flattering at the same time but it probably works against me when I am trying to date women of my age. I wonder what is wrong with me Lol. Is it a sign of immaturity? Do you guys feel similar emotions.