To add more context. We've been together in a committed relationship for 2 months, but known each other for 4, before we got to meet in person. I have a key to his place, met his family and overall don't feel he would do something like cheating but, these days is hard to know... He used to have 3 condoms in his night stand as of two weeks ago and now he has 2. He said he used one to masturbate because it feels different but that he very rarely does that, like once or twice a year...He probably had those already in his nightstand from before we started dating and became exclusive not needing condoms (sterile and std tested) so I could see him using one for "fun" knowing he no longer needs them with me, in a rare occasion, and given they'll likely go to waste. They're not expired though, expire in 2026. But it's strange to me and I'm skeptical that this is what happened because my understanding is guys hate condoms and they take pleasure away, so I cannot imagine someone purposely using one to jerk off. He gave me a key to his place so I think he would also have to be super careless to not care I noticed he used one and keep them there instead of secretly stashed if he really intended to fuck other people. Anyway, just very confused with this situation and stressed.