tldr; I'm (25F) sapphic bi but lately I've been contemplating how I'm not as attracted to men as much I thought I did and now I'm confused. I need opinions...

I (25F) have been identifying as bi for the past 9 years or so, but lately I've been contemplating, I think subconsciously at most, about my attraction to women and men. In the last few years, I've been putting myself in the sappho spectrum of bisexuality. I've been calling myself a sapphic too more than I call myself bi.

I'm highly attracted to women, be it sexually and romantically. I see myself being with women in a relationship and not with men. I never considered myself to be with a man in a romantic relationship.

Though, I do find men attractive. I've had a few crushes on boys throughout my life, few that you can count them on one hand. One of them only started because I wanted to be friends with him in the first place but it evolved into a crush because of teasing and peers telling me that my interest with him must be a crush. Same thing happened with my ex boyfriend (that relationship did not end well). Other than that, I've always found women in media and irl pretty and beautiful. Always thought i want to be them but nah I'm just attracted to them LOL

Engaging in sexual activities with men? I've considered it a little but I don't know where it's coming from now in hindsight lmao I don't ever actively seek for sexual intercourse with men. Though I watch gay porn, I feel like I'm still safer with women when it comes to the actual thing.

Now I'm confused because I don't know where I stand anymore with my sexuality. The last few years I've been thinking that I'm not "bi enough" because I'm not attracted to men as much as my attraction with women, which is a bad thought all in itself i must admit lol

I posted on here because I read that lesbians can be attracted to men but never would want to engage intimately with them and idk that just resonated with me. I'm really just lost at the moment. I don't even know if I'm still bi or what. Anyways, I hope you guys can give me your opinions on this. I feel like you guys' opinions can help me... Thank you so much!