I'm a pansexual masc enby who is about 5ft8 and 220 lbs. I work out on the regular and keep fairly healthy.

I just had a 6 month relationship with a woman who is about of equal stature of me and most people would sacrifice their left nut to sleep with her. However I thought I'd do the same until I realized she wasn't my type

After a bit of self growth I've come to the conclusion I've got a big size kink. I like people in general who are smaller than me either height or body type wise. Now a few people I know have realized I've started to hangout with people who are like this but dress very flashy (the uwu girl crowd and the goth egirl types) and all being above age and actually one being older than me I never thought the issue

However some people in my play groups keep telling me it's weird I like such petite individuals. I myself would never relate it to pedo stuff as I'd never do that with someone below age 19 or 20 (i feel like most 18 year Olds still feel 16 to me it's weird)

Am I supposed to feel gross by this?