This is a serious post, please be kind.

I've been looking for groups or even podcasts that specifically address PTSD & PTSI for members of law enforcement that serve and have served.

I've stepped away from the role for the time being as it was going to be the end of me. So many times I told my wife as much. If it wasn't for a bad call, the one you never want to happen I'm positive I would've been consumed sooner rather than later.

Since leaving less than a year ago I've lost 2 brothers in blue due to the struggles of PTSD & PTSI and that's coming from a very small service.

The flashbacks are tough for everyone. Are there any helpful groups that are for first responders? I don't mean it to be rude but right now it's nice to talk to someone who gets it if this makes sense