I ended a 10 month fwb relationship from grindr today, its my first time experiencing something like this, it's not a break up lol but still.... Why is it I feel really shitty?

Don't get me wrong the sex was good, I also feel we got along since I've never met with a guy b4 in this way , it was almost like if we were friends, we'd openly talk about gay stuff lol, there were a few unsettling things, but ultimately it was very unhealthy for me, but then again..... Why is it gay hookup culture is so depressing?

Overall I believe im a stronger person, I found out that sex isn't enough to make me happy, and i don't like threesomes lol. Also deleted all my hookup app and blocked a few people on my snap.

I doubt my little ass is gonna head back to grindr. I don't have friends irl to tell these things too. Atm I feel depressed lol. Why do I feel like shit? Does it get better?

Update/edit

Thank you all for commenting 😩 I really thought I was the only one with this issue, all your comments really helped me feel better about this whole situation!! Ty ty.