I’m 20M and for a long time was very straight. I slept with girls and loved it. I started realizing though, when I watched porn I was focused so much on the dick that I started to question myself. Started watching trans porn bc I still enjoyed the body of a woman, while having the genitalia of a man. I liked it so much I decided to go try and see if I liked it in real life. I got on Grindr, met up with some people and swapped head, and didn’t mind it, but I didn’t enjoy being sucked by a man, didn’t feel the same as it did from a woman. So I decided to try out with a trans woman. We made out for a while, and eventually swapped head and jerked each other. I really enjoyed sucking her, and made her cum decently fast. While she was probably worse at giving head I still enjoyed hers more than the guys. So my question would be is this normal? Do I just have a fantasy? Keep in mind I’m not questioning my sexuality, I know I’m bi, but I’m still not entirely attracted to men.