Lately, I have been feeling very deeply misunderstood, like I am not able to communicate how I am feeling in order to connect with others and feeling generally more awkward and unsure of myself than I have ever been before. And I've been thinking about this way too often lately, like I'm really convinced that I've fundamentally changed recently in a negative way and I'm always comparing myself to my past self who was more confident, more witty, more sociable etc.

I'm about to turn 28 in a month and so I'm convinced my Saturn placement is to blame? like I am feeling this so intensely because my Saturn return is on the horizon and I'm an Aquarius rising/saturn-ruled? But I guess I'm a little confused on how to understand the placement and its impact (and by extension what I can do to try to cope). For example, in the whole sign system, I have Saturn in Aries in my 3H of communication, but in placidus, my Saturn is in Aries in my 1H of self.

I guess any insight or advice (or validation that Saturn might be rocking my shit) that comes from seeing my chart would be greatly appreciated!

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