Details: I have a sag Pluto and rising in my 1st house and it is squaring my Pisces moon in the 3rd house. Also my chart is mostly Aquarius. I have aqua sun, mercury, Uranus, and Neptune in my 2nd house. I have an Aries mars in my 4th house. Warning I'm new to this so l'm sorry if that's obvious in my question or it sounds dumb but I'm trying to understand myself! I appreciate any comments especially if they help me understand how the planets affect my life :) my entire life has been a roller coaster (foster care motherless and fatherless go figure) and then at 20 I hit my rock bottom. I’ve been clinging on to stability lately cuz it’s all I’ve ever wanted but is that about to be even harder? Maybe that will never work out for me? I heard that’s a Pluto 1H thing in general. My senior superlative was “most changed since freshman year” and I am constantly changing in appearance and mind and only feel better when I change but I also just want to be happy and stable, be able to relax