hi! i really need to insight on my sexuality. so for context, im 18 & afab. i’ve known im queer for years and years and have thought about my sexuality a lot, but mostly in terms of Who i like and less of the sexual attraction side.

i’ve had a decently active sex drive and enjoy getting myself off (though now i’m on some meds that bring it down) and i do sometimes watch porn while doing that. however, i’ve never seen or met anyone that i’ve felt attraction towards. i’ve never really had crushes either or felt the desire to date anyone.

i love my close friends a lot, and particularly someone i would consider a sort of platonic partner. we’re very open and physicalally affectionate, and even though i am 100% sure that i have no sexual attraction for them, sometimes i feel like we could have sex or just like, i want to take care of them and make them feel good if that makes sense?

i’ve done a lot of chatting online/sexting to experiment and none of it has made me feel anything except sometimes happy or complimented when i make someone else feel good (though it had also shown me a couple things i really don’t like: ex: being submissive).

if anyone has similar feelings, i would be so so appreciative if you wanted to give me any insight!