Long story short, I came to Germany to do a master's degree fully intending to go back to the United States. I only speak A1 German and am really struggling to learn the language. I am 34 and my previous career was in environmental communications. I have a math learning disability so learning something technical is out. Given that there are literally no jobs in that field for English speakers, and presumably the job in German requires a native or near-native speaker, I have come to the conclusion that I am completely unemployable in Germany. I met a guy who I want to marry here and he doesn't want to return to the United States with me. Do I give up my career for love? It feels even worse than that, that I am actually giving up the chance to have any type of job again other than maybe working at a supermarket. Having panic attacks about it and desperately seeking input.