I'm a Bi Male, 22. I'm tall (6'2), I have long dark reddish brown hair, very light facial hair and I live with my partner, 22 NB, Asexual. Short (5'1), shoulder length pink hair, massive honkers

We've known each other since middle school, and we even dated back then but had to break up when she moved states, so this relationship is like a dream come true. They're really funny, smart, supportive, beautiful, talented at making art, and they share a lot of the same interests as me. We don't have sex ever, though they do allow me to hookup with other people, which is just amazing of them. I am incredibly lucky to have someone like them and I just love them so much. The thing about me is I'm a massive lover. I fall for people hard, and with feelings of love, also comes intense feelings of passion and desire. I'm just so attracted to them physically and emotionally, and lately I can't help but fantasize about them while I masturbate. I don't even think about penetrating them or anything, I just fantasize about going down on them gently while they run their fingers through my hair until they climax and then I give her the whole aftercare treatment. Recently the topic of sex came up very briefly while we were talking about moving rooms (we live with their family and have our own rooms) Their parents brought up the idea of us sharing a room to them and then one of them interjected with "what if they do decide they want to do it" to which my partner responded with "ew no" and that's normally how they respond to the thought of sex, but this time it just bummed me out a little bit because I've been trying to work up the courage to ask them if they want to try anything. Then they say "not only that, but the thought of doing it in my parents house just seems wrong" and this might just be wishful thinking, but to me that says "you have a chance when we move out". I'm not expecting anything from them, I fully understand and respect their preference, but they're just so attractive and I'm madly in love with them and I just want to express that in the best way I know how.